food again?! seriously?

WOD: Open Gym Style
           1 RM Back Squat
           Old School gym arm/back machines
           HSPU skill work

New Back Squat PR last night!

You have heard me complain about this before. I'm going to complain about it today. Today is yet ANOTHER food day in the office. Another day of me FORCING off every craving based on smell, looks, and the descriptions from others opinions. Does this craving ever go away? Will I ever NOT care that the food is 5 feet from my desk? Will there ever be a day when I can take one bite and walk away?

Today is day twelve of my clean eating. Still no cheats. Are cheats okay? Sure. But if I have gone this long, why cheat now? It has now become a competition for myself. How long can I go? What is worth breaking the streak? Maybe Kristen Drake's cupcakes, but I can hold off until May 26th for those again!

Why do I believe that eating clean works? I have had four PRs in the last 12 days. PRs that I didn't think were possible with the amount of time I put in. And BAM!

I am ready for the Open this weekend. I am confident that I will do well in the first WOD. How will I compare to others? Who cares. This is all about me against me. I'm not out there to prove to other people what I can or can't do. I will enjoy working out with my friends!